My Testimony

In 2023 I finally got the job I wanted at the time as car saleswoman and I became the top seller my second month. My confidence was the highest it had ever been, my social life was thriving and I was making the most money I ever made. My fleshly desires were “fulfilled”… yet, I found myself discontent.

At the time, I didn’t have the wisdom to recognize it was the spirit of covetousness and self-righteousness that was over me. I was also making an idol out of money and my career.

I remember speaking with my bestfriend, telling her “I have the most money i’ve ever had but i’m still unhappy”. I was sitting outside on the bricks gazing at the trees and the sky, little did I know, this was the start of God calling me to his kingdom. Soon after this, I switched positions in the company to a part-time receptionist, I also no longer wanted to start my business or finish college. I was numb and surviving. Just imagine you have a life plan to make money and climb the ladder with no plans to get married or have kids and the first taste you get of the life you wanted leaves you emptier than before.

I wanted “success” on the outside but internally I was deeply wounded and sought approval from the world which could never satisfy you.

I got pregnant in 2024 and after a year of trying with my daughters dad, we broke up and I am now on the journey of being a single mother. Circling back to my pregnancy, I want to talk about my spiritual journey in preparing for this life-change. My perspective on how God loves his children changed dramatically. There’s nothing my daughter can do to make me love her more besides exist. This is how God loves us, it is not a transactional love but a given.

This is relevant because this was when I realized my worth in Yahweh and that his approval was the only one that I needed and has the power to truly fulfill.

Okay, back to single motherhood.. God told me to leave my relationship because it was worldly and hindering my spiritual growth. A few months later, I gave my life to God, I came into the truth and now i’m here in 2025 telling my testimony and spreading the Gospel. I hope this finds you well.

Blessings ❤️